First Post

Before I began considering a career in teaching, I created a blog titled Workaholism101: Thoughts of an Underworked Workaholic. Only after I started my first year of teaching 5 sections of seniors (Expository Reading and Writing Course ["ERWC" for short] and AP Literature and Composition) did I realize just how appropriate and ironic my blog name was/is.

My subject-area mentor teacher told me before I got my current teaching assignment that "you can only be a good teacher if you have a martyr mindset." Though this is true, and I do have somewhat of a martyr mindset, I have found that you can also be a good teacher if you truly love what and who you teach without needing to kill yourself or sacrifice your family. I was called to teaching by a voice within and without me, and, after my first year of learning and teaching, I know that this is the profession in which I was made to be.

Even though I am a passionate English teacher and lover of grammar (I used to pride myself in being a grammar nazi; these days, I'm not so sure. Teaching 1984 and understanding how Newspeak is at play whether we attempt to use it or not has shown me how ironic that term is), I do believe a picture is worth a thousand words. My students have proven to me that there are often more than a thousand words that go along with the pictures they present in class.

My husband, my (then) 2.5-year-old, and me in a family selfie

I am an ENFJ on the Myers-Briggs personality test, meaning that I am Extroverted, iNtuivite, Feeling, and Judging (https://www.truity.com/personality-type/ENFJ). It is possibly noticeable in the photo, but I am strongest in my extroversion and feeling portions of my personality. I am also a 4 on the Enneagram (https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-4) with a 2 and 7 leaning, and my strengths from the Strengths Finders 2.0 book are belief, woo, developer, communication, and analytical (https://www.leadershipvisionconsulting.com/how-to-understand-the-four-domains-of-strength/).

My passion to see people develop a true sense of self and establish strong relationships that allow them to have fulfilling lives is perfectly meshed with the depths of seeing literature not only as story, but as applications for our lives, society, and the world. The deeply-rooted philosophical, psychological, and historical nature of literary study is as connected to the roots of humanity as humanity itself. Humans have always connected with one another and passed down information through story, and that's exactly what the study of literature is - learning about how stories reflect religion, philosophy, society, ethics, politics, spirituality, and, essentially, the human condition and how to move humanity forward in the best way possible through these stories.

Because I am these personality types, I have seen the ways I incorporate Restorative Justice, Emotional Intelligence, Growth Mindset, and Asset/Strengths-Based Thinking in my classroom dominate over standards and following the timing of curriculum. My goal with every lesson this year was to incorporate Universal Design for Learning (UDL) in every aspect possible so that I could prove to myself I had real relationships with each of my students and was able to help them not just succeed academically, but love learning and find ways to connect English, reading, literature, and what they do and hear and say in the classroom with their everyday lives.

This makes being an English teacher a lot easier, because I not only have an easy time empathizing with my students and remembering to put myself in their shoes (while drawing energy from being around them), I have also learned to empathize with the characters in the literature I teach, helping students to see the connections I see with the characters, and to then find themselves in the different aspects of the heroes and archetypes we see in texts. Hanging behind my desk is a beautiful painted set of words my best friend did for me that I took from one of the AP Literature teachers at a neighboring high school; it says,

Empathy is the highest form of critical thinking

Literature in general is one of my greatest passions. Without empathy, there is no purpose in reading literature, in hearing stories, in being human. To empathize with another person - be they real or made up - is the ability to live outside of our one-dimensional thought processes, our selfish, broken human desires, and to see the world in a holistic view. Our world is fraught with polarized sides and division, and the only hope for true world peace is the ability to put ourselves in other people's shoes and see the world from their perspective without judgment. This starts with hearing other people's stories and being able to place ourselves in them. This starts with learning to read written stories as a reflection of ourselves. This starts in my English classroom.

My greatest hope is that my students learn how to connect with the world just a little better through what we study in class. I sincerely believe that if a student doesn't know why they are doing what they are doing (not just in the classroom, but anywhere) outside of external pressures like grades or parents or making lots of money or simply being noticed for accomplishments then they shouldn't have to do it. I want students to truly find themselves and who they want to be outside of societal pressures through what we study in my classroom, because only then will they be able to learn how to see others with the same lens of self-discovery.